curtain fall

15th june 2009

she told me today that she don't have the heart to love me, and there's nothing she can do about it.

she told me to find somebody else. at least she won't have to worry for me anymore.

there's nothing i can do about it either. what i can recall is that she really is a nice girl to love with. i owe her too much.

maybe it's good for us to stop here. in the very beginning, she's kinda lost in her path, there's when we met and some how she found the way back to her path.

i should have known it. all this while, i've been reminding myself to prioritize what is good for her: education, that's what that secure your future.

all this while, i've been available in msn, just to be prepared all the time in case she need somebody to talk with. i don't know whether i had made it better for her all this while. but at least, i've done my best.

now that it is coming to an end, should i continue to stay aside waiting for her? or proceed to my own path?

i've been standing on my spot for too long. i should have done something about it. and now she's waiving at me on her direction, indicating that i should go, continue my journey. what can i do?