珍惜友谊

这几天都有些伤心，对人生觉得感叹及悲哀，我的天空有如一片灰灰的烟雾遮盖了阳光。
又一直东想西想，想左想右。

嘻嘻，你说的我一点都没错，总爱胡思乱想，令你担心而已
那我不就乖乖不想咯

虽然在上课的时候没什么伤心，但毕竟到了家，总觉得伤心，勾起我的伤心事。
不过看到室友高兴，我也替他高兴。偶尔会有点寂寞，但那也是命中注定了。我无怨无悔。

今天也不例外，就在我sign-in MSN，看到了很久没聊的好朋友，就聊起来了
很高兴，是因为他过得很好。依然过的那么快乐及潇洒。真的有点羡慕乐观的他

这时我才想起，过去一些事故，令我放弃了对朋友的信任。这些事都有好有坏。
一时间我没那么容易结交知己，同时我该更珍惜以往交下的朋友，那些好朋友。

是他们把我在黑色天地拉回到我的世界。

我会尽我的能力去守住我拥有的一切。谢谢你们

tired

after what i've been through so far, i feel that i'm exhausted.
i've no courage to see what's happening sooner. I'm afraid it could be disappointing as it always does.

even though i might stop during the journey of life, i hope that people around me will go on and make their effort to the end of the journey, be precious of what they've own and who they have accompanying them through out the journey.

i saw an intersection along the journey. it could be where i'll stop. i won't pull you guys down this time. and i'll stop on where i want to and you guys will continue walking without me.

我的短暂记忆体

最近开始忙了，妳也是吧
一直以来大家都正为目标打拼

我已把一切不开心的事给忘了，这些对我不利的回忆一切都被撤除了
总觉得这些忘记的指令对我很有帮助，不知道为什么
又过了一会，痛苦的回忆又撤除了。

可能这就是我的性格吧
我逃避的个性，不喜欢的就不应酬。对很多身边的事故已麻木了，没感觉了，冷淡了，不理不睬了
甚至是不顾虑别人的感受，我一一都做到

我在想，假设有那么的一天，我失去了所有记忆，我会不会对那遭遇感到痛苦？困扰？还是一笑而过？


现在的我渴望那一天，那一切都从零开始的感觉，就像是一个新的我。
那时再用我的感官来看待尘世，看破红尘。哈哈

我失忆了，有人会伤心吗？有吧？总会有一两位。。好比说：妈妈和妹妹咯
嘻嘻
妈妈比较容易担忧，可能会很伤心，生气吧
毕竟我竟然会失忆，斗胆去忘记她。。嘻嘻
妹妹呢？还好吧。。不过她没经历过什么大件事，可能一时接受不来咯
久了她就会习惯。。她可能早就料到她哥哥是个怎样的家伙吧？

对于那些生命中与我共处了一辈子的人
他们也许会想办法唤起我对他们的记忆吧
那样他们会高兴咯，不是吗？

我也很想看看生命中有我的人
她们是否会继续的在我身旁？不知道
岁月不留人，假设有那么一天，我忘了我曾给过的承诺，那我就是再也给不到你你要的幸福了

不知道失忆有没有保险陪咧？
买重保险好
起码对我的家人都有保障。。嘻嘻

new semester just started

it's been awhile since I last post my blog..

things are getting better after a nice semester break.. I went to Redang trip with friends during the holiday.. a refreshing trip.. but without souvenir.. lol

things aren't that bad to meet with friends again.. have to get used to everything that's new for me.. we have new friends this semester.. new lecturers and tutors..

since it's a new semester.. bad things should be forgotten and let us make a new beginning for everything that's coming for us..

there's a saying: yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery, but today is a gift.

not to be too concern with what was..

昨日之日不可留 明日之日未可知 今日之日胜现金

this is what being spoke by Master Wu Gui in Kung Fu Panda..

i've decided to get rid of the bad memories in my head.. those caches and cookies..

it's been awhile storing them in my brain.. and its time to let it go..

that's all for now.. bye