有谁愿意默默的等待公主苏醒的那一天..?哪怕是一万年

冲好凉了
就把电脑关上，正准备睡个好觉。
就想起了公主。
就像童话故事里头，有着王子和公主甜蜜的恋爱。我曾阅读过他们的故事，都是一本薄薄的书本能完完全全解释给那个年龄的读者们“什么是爱”。相信大家都阅读过那类似的故事。

我在等待着那位公主。
她在世界的另一端等待着我，有点点可笑。

童话里头，究竟睡美人痴痴的等了王子多少年？
又令多少位王子沉迷于她的美色当中呢？

在等着她的同时，
渐渐的我忘了她在我脑海里那灿烂的笑容，第一次说她爱我。
就如我不曾为她带来欢喜般，我只记得她的泪，她的累。

不过，我还是深深的爱着她，还是深深地记得她献给我她生平第一次说的“我爱你”。
这一切都是为了她的爱。我等我的公主。
等到她再一次地对我说她爱我。

ipc.. what does it means to me?

emmm..
i finished my paper for the subject 'interpersonal communication' ..
kinda boring subject as i went for the lectures .. tutorials.. never figure what does it means to me..

back to what i have studied for this paper..
i focus on intimacy stage in interpersonal communication.. and.. for sure it comes out in exam..
good .. good.. well .. not just the intimacy stage alone.. i could write down all the stages backwards..
but it's unnecessary here..

for what i could recall for the stage is mainly the anxieties in the intimacy stage.. why? well.. it's obvious that i have went through those anxieties "barrier" i presumed..

i don't think what i wrote in my answer sheet answers the question given by the examiner..

there's 3 anxiety in the intimacy stage 'security, fulfillment, excitement' -Devito

security anxiety is when you feel scare / insecure.. due to the fact that some day.. he / she will leave you.. for some reasons.. at some where along the journey towards mutual understanding? "mutual understanding - marriage, social bonding"
yes.. sickness and death could separate you with your life-partner.. are you scare of it?

second anxiety goes to fulfillment anxiety.. where you feel afraid.. of .. incapability to fulfill what your life-partner expected..

and the last anxiety.. the excitement anxiety .. which you might have smaller social-cycle than currently.. life-partner restricts your movement.. no more pub.. no more high-school reunion.. no more karaoke.. DoTA..? NO!NO!NO!

well.. for someone who's not ready for a more penetrate I.P. relationship like me..
i think about the anxieties over and over.. numerous times.. it might be time for you to think about it as well..

1st post - in the middle of final..

great..
this is my first post after ..quite a long time i created this blog account
as i am struggling what to write for the content of my blog..
i took quite a time.. some clues.. to figure out what do i actually wanna type here..

well..
just finished another paper for my final exam.. 2 more paper to go.. well done to me!

it's a little bit sore for those who studied for questions that wouldn't come out for exam.. lucky i managed to failed-to-recall the chapter which didn't appears in my question paper..

at the end.. good luck for those who're sitting for exam.. and for those who read this post.. do your best in your exam.. because you don't have to take the subject once more..

*unless you really not putting your effort into what you study